{"id":14017,"date":"2020-04-15T19:36:29","date_gmt":"2020-04-15T23:36:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/?p=14017"},"modified":"2020-04-15T19:36:29","modified_gmt":"2020-04-15T23:36:29","slug":"heretic-parfum-flower-porn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/heretic-parfum-flower-porn\/","title":{"rendered":"On Fear + Flower Porn"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_14024\" style=\"width: 1930px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14024\" data-attachment-id=\"14024\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/heretic-parfum-flower-porn\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?fit=1920%2C1323&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1920,1323\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"vintage vivienne tam 90s flower black mesh maxi dress + irving penn flower and fashion photography inspo (1)\" data-image-description=\"&lt;p&gt;vintage vivienne tam 90s flower black mesh maxi dress + irving penn flower and fashion photography inspo (1)&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?fit=840%2C579&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-14024 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?resize=840%2C579\" alt=\"vintage vivienne tam 90s flower black mesh maxi dress + irving penn flower and fashion photography inspo (1)\" width=\"840\" height=\"579\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?resize=300%2C207&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?resize=1024%2C706&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?resize=1536%2C1058&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/vintage-vivienne-tam-90s-flower-black-mesh-maxi-dress-irving-penn-flower-and-fashion-photography-inspo-1.jpg?resize=1680%2C1158&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 840px) 100vw, 840px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-14024\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Wearing: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.viviennetam.com\/\">Vivienne Tam<\/a> mesh maxi dress + <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nakedwardrobe.com\/womens\/bodysuits\/bae-sically-for-u-bodysuit.html\">Naked Wardrobe bodysuit<\/a>, <em>feat.<\/em> photography by Irving Penn<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">This past week has been especially dreary. I&#8217;m restless, and no matter how hard I try to sleep off the inner imbalance, I can&#8217;t: somehow, my body is bearing the brunt of this nameless stress. I knew it wasn&#8217;t cabin fever (I&#8217;m a homebody at heart), and the stormy weather couldn&#8217;t be blamed entirely for this mood, either. For days I slept without sleeping, and read without reading\u2014and it wasn&#8217;t until this morning when I realized the cause. Every fiber of my being knew before my brain could compute the root of the listlessness: my body knew that I had all too quickly accepted this way of life as my new norm.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">It&#8217;s an unsettling realization, to say the least. Of course it&#8217;s frightening: just a month ago, none of us could have imagined that a pandemic would sweep the nation, that our world would feel so dystopian. Every time an ambulance drives by, my heart drops. When I don&#8217;t check in with my parents for a day, they panic. And when they don&#8217;t, I do. Everything is off\u2014covered in a filmy, eerie grey\u2014and just when I thought I could <em>get through this<\/em>, I&#8217;m faced with reality. No matter how independent, fearless, or introverted you are, this will affect you. Living in fear of losing to COVID-19 will fog your eyes and pollute your heart if you let it.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">My mistake was refusing to acknowledge that these feelings would exist.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_14030\" style=\"width: 1930px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14030\" data-attachment-id=\"14030\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/heretic-parfum-flower-porn\/video-output-c842053e-f84c-4cee-84e3-7ebc42ccfc41-1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/video-output-C842053E-F84C-4CEE-84E3-7EBC42CCFC41-1.gif?fit=1920%2C1408&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1920,1408\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"heretic parfum flower porn perfume + maurice harris art + the invention of nature book\" data-image-description=\"&lt;p&gt;heretic parfum flower porn perfume + maurice harris art + the invention of nature book&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https:\/\/www.hereticparfum.com\/product\/flower-porn\/&quot;&gt;Heretic Parfum &lt;em&gt;Flower Porn&lt;\/em&gt;&lt;\/a&gt;, featuring campaign photography by Maurice Harris + &lt;a href=&quot;http:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/distancing-diaries-i-love-dick-book-review\/&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;The Invention of Nature&lt;\/em&gt;&lt;\/a&gt;&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/video-output-C842053E-F84C-4CEE-84E3-7EBC42CCFC41-1.gif?fit=840%2C616&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"size-full wp-image-14030\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/video-output-C842053E-F84C-4CEE-84E3-7EBC42CCFC41-1.gif?resize=840%2C616\" alt=\"heretic parfum flower porn perfume + maurice harris art + the invention of nature book\" width=\"840\" height=\"616\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-14030\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.hereticparfum.com\/product\/flower-porn\/\">Heretic Parfum <em>Flower Porn<\/em> fragrance<\/a>, <em>feat.<\/em> campaign photography by Maurice Harris + <a href=\"http:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/distancing-diaries-i-love-dick-book-review\/\"><em>The Invention of Nature<\/em><\/a><\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Starting tonight, I&#8217;m <a href=\"http:\/\/kimberlypearl.co\/blog\/cafe-citron-how-to-stay-sane-in-quarantine\/\">taking my own advice<\/a> and allowing myself the space to just <em>be<\/em>, and be present. So far I&#8217;ve been indulgent, misting a precious sample of Heretic Parfum&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.hereticparfum.com\/product\/flower-porn\/\"><em>Flower Porn<\/em><\/a> onto my wrists so it seeps into the fabric of this archival Vivienne Tam dress. How apropos, no? A sheer, mesh maxi with Chinese-inspired embroidery outlining the most sensual parts of a woman\u2014the d\u00e9colletage, wait, hips\u2014in an hourglass formation, can coupled with an explicit (yet clean!) floral fragrance? It&#8217;s almost too kitsch, but I am who I am.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I&#8217;m hardly a votary of floral perfumes and yet for this one, for Heretic, I could be a strict devotee of <em>Flower Porn<\/em>. If not for the name, then for its story: what could be more evocative than a fragrance inspired by the back rooms of a flower market? It&#8217;s flower-on-flower at its finest, capturing a bouquet at its most fragrant, dewy form and after it&#8217;s been sitting in water for just a\u00a0<em>little too long<\/em>. Think summertime in New York&#8217;s flower district; <a href=\"http:\/\/dutchflowerline.com\/\">Dutch Flower Line<\/a> in June.<\/p>\n<p>Spicy. Dirty. Green, but gritty. <em>Florals gone bad.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">.\u00a0 \u00a0.\u00a0 \u00a0.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">xx<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This past week has been especially dreary. I&#8217;m restless, and no matter how hard I try to sleep off the inner imbalance, I can&#8217;t: somehow, my body is bearing the brunt of this nameless stress. I knew it wasn&#8217;t cabin fever (I&#8217;m a homebody at heart), and the stormy weather couldn&#8217;t be blamed entirely for this mood, either. For days I slept without sleeping, and read without reading\u2014and it wasn&#8217;t until this morning when I realized the cause. Every fiber of my being knew before my brain could compute the root of the listlessness: my body knew that I had all too quickly accepted this way of life as my new norm. It&#8217;s an unsettling realization, to say the least. Of course it&#8217;s frightening: just a month ago, none of us could have imagined that a pandemic would sweep the nation, that our world would feel so dystopian. Every time an ambulance drives by, my heart drops. When I don&#8217;t check in with my parents for a day, they panic. And when they don&#8217;t, I do. Everything is off\u2014covered in a filmy, eerie grey\u2014and just when I thought I could get through this, I&#8217;m faced with reality. 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